That’s all that we are. I am not used to what we have here. One moment I am head over heels off of one thing that you say to me and the next I’m throwing myself at you so that you will pay me some attention. I just want my life back before I ever met you. Things don’t make sense to me at all. But now I am realizing that you aren’t for me. Today I prayed for you, but it didn’t make me feel better. I almost feel like I prayed for the wrong thing. I feel like I tell too many of my friends my business. I wish that I could just keep things to myself but I can’t. I am afraid of silence so I talk about things to fill it up but the only things I can talk about are things that I know. I am imperfect and feel like things are ok one second and horrible the next. I need clarity…a man or a woman that can come in my life and be there for me, give me the attention that I deserve and make me feel important in their life.